Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Bursting into flames...

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so I was driving and Pardon Me by Incubus came on the radio. It was a song I remember from back when I was really into rock, but as I sat in my car listening to the lyrics, I really started feeling them. Like the first line, I didnt expect this to be my life at 23. A decade ago, I would have thought I would be halfway through a JD at Harvard, or something else ridiculously successful. So for that fact alone, I feel a lot of frustration, confusion, depression, anxiety, etc. Some days I feel like I'm about to combust... It's like everyone else's lives go on as I sit here waiting for my life to start. All of which help to make me feel like I've had enough of the world and all the crap with that comes along with trying to live a dichotomy. Anyway, I'm not feeling particularly locquacious today... so read the lyrics I have posted, because they describe my internal sentiments more than I seem to be able to right now

Gina




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